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disclaimer. doesnt make sense. now you know.
when there are so many things going through your head, you have to get them out somehow. when everyone you used to talk to doesnt want anything to do with you, you have to talk to someone. i am not going through a phase. if you talked to me you would know that i am no different than i used to be. i hate so much things how they are now. i want so bad to go away yet i want a reason to stay. i want more than anything for someone to want me to stay, but that is not the case. why would i stay somewhere i am not wanted? why would i continue to try being friends with someone who so clearly does not want to be friends? it sucks so bad. i have really ever felt so alone. i guess its a good thing though cause i feel like i am more independent then i ever have been.
still, it sucks when no one wants you.
it also sucks to see people throw themselves pity party after pity party which i am extremely guilty of. oh well.
